bowink...

bowink rr dox kmpong ni ,, ukn de uad pape own ,, mama aq x abez2 nk lik kg je ,,, aq dha r xde fwenzz ,,, hurmmmm ,,, bnci rr ,,, x leyh nk on9 ,,, tw x hri ahad ni mak aq nk trik internet ,,, so , nty aq x leyh nk on9 dha ,,, adoi ni x leyh jd ni ,,, ni kne beli broadband ni ,, hehe ,, tw x ckunx ni aq nga on9 at cc ,,, de sownx mmat ni dye dok cblah adik aq ,,, aq  tngok rr pe nme fb dye ,, pstu aq add r ,,,, bsing toi mlut dye ,,, x taan aq ,,, ap aq nk tulis sume dye nk nengok ,,,,bla,,bla ,,,bla ,,,

gembira & sedih ,,

td wktu saia men fb ,, tbe2 ncet saia berbunyi .. tgok2 ..awk anta mcj ,"ma jom mcj bowink nie" ..terkejot saia awk..pstu saia reply "jom!! jap nkk topup " ,,pstu awk ckp "topup tok pa ckali" ..haha ,, pstu saia reply "2 inggit tox pa ..haha , pastu saia ckp "awk..saia mimpi awk mninggal"..awk troz reply "ma , pa ad kje ckit nuk wt kje cowla k bye luv ue " ,,awk!! taw x btape muramnye muke saia .. mcm tu je awk mcj ,, tw x bler first awk anta mcj ,, bler akhir ....awk buad saia kcewa kembali .. :( ..tapela awk ..ujian tuhan ... saia pham ,,,PMR kn ... bye awk ..:'(

dream ~~

awk!!awk!! taw x mse saia tgh kemas kelas tbe2 de kwan awk dtg ,, pstu dye ckp yg awk dha 'mninggal dunia' .. saia terkejut sgt awk ..saia mnangis x terhenti..saia x tngok pon wajah awk ..sbb saia x snggop mnerima yg awk dha pergi .. tbe2 saia dnga suara abg sdre saia brsembang ngn adik saia . bler saia bkak  mata ,, sdar2 smue tu hnye mimpi awk ....awk btape happynyer saia bler dpad tau itu mimpi ..saia x nkk khilangan awk...awk cmne saia nk story kt awk psai ney eak ... mesti awk xnk dnga kn .. ataupon...awk x kn percaya .. x pelah ...bialah awk nk cyer ke x ... smue ini ujian yg dberi oleh Allah utk saia jlani .. saia hnya mampu bicara ,,                                    SAYA SAYANG AWAK                         ,,
                                                                       JANGAN TINGGALKN SAIA             ,

7.3.2012> SAIA MIMPI AWK PERGI ,,,
*INI KENYATAAN ...SDIH SGT ..NILAHHH MIMPI PLING SDIH ,,

miss ue ,,

saia wndu awk .. saia ingin mlihat snyuman yg penah awk lemparkn utk saia dlu .. saia bnci awk yg skrg ,, saia nk awk yang dlue ,, yg dlu sygkn saia ,, yg dlu cntakn saia ,, yg  lyan saia , , andainya awk mmberi pluang utk saia bertnya ,, adkah saia msih brada di dlm hti awk >??..awk jwb awk!! jawab ...saia ingin taw awk...saya merayu...jgn tngglkn saia ye awk...don't leave me alone ,,, :( .

                                   SAYA INGIN AWAK YANG DULU SAYANGKAN SAIA ,

how??

in my life ,,
i learned how to love ,,
how to smile .
how to be happy ,                                       L
how to work ..                                                    O
how to be honest ,,
how to be faithful,                                        V
how to forgive ,,                                                    E
but , couldn't learnt ,,
'how to forget you ? '

i don't know

i don't know ,, where i stand with you ..
'n' i don't know,,what i mean to you ,,
all i know u ,,
everything i think of u ,,
all i wanna do is be with u ,,

prob

ish,, de lg msalah yg dtg , adk agkt aq yg laki tu plux x nk lyan aq ..dye ktew aq brlgak,ish , xley phm ke owg nk exam ,, x kn memanjang je nk lyan dy ,, klo ko nak couple ngn adik aq .. ko kple je rr ..lg own ika x suke ko pon ,, hahax ,,dye suke afiq je ,,aq x nk dhaamek tw psai ko ,, uad ler hal cndiri k ,,, knplh de je mslh yg dtg dlm idop aq ,, ley x dlm mse stu hri hnye dtg kbahagiaan ,, tension r cmni ,, igt aq ni pompuan  xde  perasaanke ,, jgn la 'egois' sgt la wei ,, aq x suke!!